Graduating college

       I actually quit soda for over a month, that was rough. People around me were like "you look thinner!" until i got on a scale and still above 270, and still look the same in my pics.
so much for quitting, but still i do feel healthier, which is good.
       Its been eons it feels like. been writing more poetry cuz its all i really have time for between school and work. looking on the bright side, i so can't wait to keep working on my first real novel project, starting a blog and facebook page for it cuz its my first real novel project that im working so hard on and hoping to publish. its chaotic but amazing so far and has been an experience that i've never felt before.
       I finally moved out into an apartment and it's been so liberating, but also lonely. my roommates are nice enough, but usually all doing their own thing. I never realized how lonely i could be even among friends, or with someone i love. Why does growing up mean you can go do great things but you're so lonely and alone?
       Still got tons of finals to do, but hopefully will soon be posting a finished short detective fiction story as well as parts of my big novel project. FanX in Salt lake city was amazing, gotta post pics soon, but now gotta save up for Comic Con in september cuz alllllllll my fave guys are gonna be there and i want to cosplay as Juvia from Fairy Tail (love that show so much, at least til the end of season one, its looking horrifying from there x(  )
     only gotta work like hell to pay bills, save up over 1,000 dollars, lose weight, and write 5 chapters by september
and survive til graduation
                 yeah, no pressure.

also will be posting pics of my bearded dragon soon, might try to draw him, who knows, but i rly like him.